Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls and controls me
There's nothing I can do
I have no control
All I want to do
Is be more like me and be sure of
I can overcome
I find myself beneath it
Buried and defeated
The anger gets me through it
Strengthens as it kills me
All I want to do
Is be more like me and be sure of
I can overcome
My anger
And all my euphoria
Confusion and euphoria
The things I've done today
All the pain, I cannot take it
Nobody cares and nobody knows and I cannot fake it
No, I won't explain or say I'm OK
I won't live a lie, a lie to make you go away
You know me better
Keep pretending that don't know the reason why I say
My words and sentences don't mean anything I say
When all I say is please
My skin has grown to steel